Just love really hanging with them in children church!



That day we also had CCC band joined us!!!


WOO!!!

here are some parts of the songs that i was impacted by!



Here we go-CCC

All, all will see
How the love set us free
Hear, hear the sound
Of the broken singing grace's song.

(all, all will see, how God have transformed our lives!
I used to be someone that just wanted to find love from family and friends in the past, but God have set me free, that now i no longer feel that i am trapped in this black hole, this black room all by my self alone, God is with me!
And because I found joy, I sing a song for Him, of how much His love for us that He died for me, His unfailing grace.)



Freedom-CCC
If not for love, where would I be?
If not for love...
If not for grace, where would I be?
If not for grace...

(if not for God's love, I wouldn't be who I am today, I wouldn't have found a greater life to live in)



Today-CCC

Today
I'm leaving all my troubles behind
I’m letting go
I’ll follow the line
I’m holding on with all of my life

I see a rising son
We’ve only just began

Today
I’m walking to the beat of Your heart
You take me all the way to the start
Stretch Your hands straighten the path

I’m found in open skies
Your heart it lives in mine

Today… Today… Today…

Today I’m finding my first love again
I’m learning how to let You in
I’m trusting You with all that I am
The shadows fade away
It’s You that clears the day

No more running wild
I’m Yours for life
Well You got me here
You got me here

I hear Your call tonight
Your heart is mine
Well You got me here
You got me here

Whoa
You drew me out from the deepest sea
Whoa
You gave my soul a song to sing
Whoa
You took me up on the mountains high
Whoa
I see my life in a different light

(God, You are my first love, You got me here. As I begin to know you more, I see my life with a different perspective)

WOO! ahha I love CCC songs!

(Dreams can come to pass!)
Last time, when Heart of God church just started out with just a few people and that time they are still using cd to play Praise and worship songs.
Even during that time, it had always been Pastor lia's dream that our worship team, would be like CCC.
Many people at that time,seeing the situation, they say it's impossible.
That dream kept burning in Pastor's heart!
They begin teaching Garrett,Dom,Charleston Music, how to play instrument.
all of they have worked hard.
There's anointing over the band, every single time they played there's thick presence of God.
now when we had reached 1241(which is our last week attendance)
The other time when Pastor Josh from CCC, came over to preach to our church,
he say that our church sounded just like them!
Despite at that time when it's just a few 10 people or so looking at the situation of how they are just using cd to play p&w, till now Pastor's dream have come to past!
And seeing CCC band on stage, it just brings out that something:D

(a different view of viewing people!)
During CCH service, Mae ann have shared with all of us, how she prayed for the kids!
like e.g. for joseph, when she pray she 4D joseph, will be just like joseph in the bible!
The Joseph in the bible, talks about how he is the youngest in the family, always got bullied around, however later on, he begin to rise up to be the 2nd man.


Mae ann also prayed for Cinyi, That she is this person in the bible that he fought till the sword and him become one, the sword is being stuck to his hand. She a person no matter what happens, she will fight till the end for her school.

Mae ann prayed for Keegan(CCH,not the usher head)
That he is like simon(unstable, very shaky), that God had changed his name to Peter, to be a rock that is stable, and will not wobble in this walk with God.


She also prayed for calvin,
That he is someone even though he may look small, but inside of him there's a big giant, that will stand for the rights of people, to protect them!

It was so amazing!
I learnt alot! Now, the way I see kids that i am helping to take care of, differently.

(Prayer for each kid, i am taking care of)
Like e.g. for my side there's also another joseph, I just the same way as mae ann did, I saw that he had a great purpose and destiny.

Zhi sheng, that he will be like obem edom, loving the presence of God, so much that he practically followed wherever God is.

Zhi wei will start to be like the Portugal(dunno how to spell)come back home!

Franco, will be someone, like King david, having that Big heart for people, having a heart after God's heart.

July and angel will be just like Mary, not just martha, that only will do the work of God, but they both will be people that loves to worship God, relying on God's strength, Knowing that He is always there for them.

Bryan will be like caleb,"give me that mountain!" nothing is too big for him, as he would be someone that rely on God deeply.

WOO! I can literally felt it's coming to past!

CCH ATTENDANCE IS: 131!!!!!
for this week! woots!
it's just 19 more people and we going to hit our faith target of 150!!!!!

I think cch, is really amazing! many doors are opening in our direction!
ROOM FOR MORE!
God is really using us, to impact all walks of this generation!!
we are truly expanding!!!!
Now we are starting from the north:D heehee!

Isaiah 54:2-4 (New King James Version)
2 “ Enlarge the place of your tent,
And let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings;
Do not spare;
Lengthen your cords,
And strengthen your stakes.
3 For you shall expand to the right and to the left,
And your descendants will inherit the nations,
And make the desolate cities inhabited.
4 “ Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed;
Neither be disgraced, for you will not be put to shame;
For you will forget the shame of your youth,
And will not remember the reproach of your widowhood anymore.

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God is good! all the time!
(melody: is that fast cow boyish tune that in the morning we got sing)

After I reached home, I packed my room!

WOO!

i came across pone of the mag article that say choosing the right partner!

They talked alot about it!!!

“Many people choose wrong partners and then wonder why their relationships aren’t working out!”

There are SIX COMPATIBILITY TIME BOMBS in a marriage!
(I am going to talk briefly about it!)

1) Significant Age Difference! Like (10 years apart etc.)
· Patience: the older people will get impatience with the younger one
· Respect: One is lacking in maturity and life experience
· Acting like a parent: this is a marriage of unequal standing
· Temptation: the older one will age earlier and may lose interest in sex sooner, causing the younger partner to look elsewhere for physical fulfilment.

2) Long distance!
· There this person that need to go other country to fight for war, he will be away for 1 year, he promise his love one that he will only be writing cards to her everyday, but after 1 year, the lover gotten the post man as her husband instead.
· Because the wife gets more contact with the post man then that man far away
· Another story is that this person was in contact with this person overseas, they chatted, they even one day say they are getting married other each other, the man send a rings over to her house.
On that day of marriage, the girl called the guy to ask where is he.
She called the house, someone form the house said that he went hospital, as his wife is giving birth to his first child!
· Being long distance, you may think the guy is all that you want, because all you guys experience is the sweetest of it, you guys won’t get into fights, because you guys still don’t know how each other are like!
· You guys have unrealistic view of your compatibility

3) Over bearing in laws
· They drain your time and energy
· They refuse to acknowledge you and your relationship
· They might drive a wedge between you and your mate.

4) Conflicting Financial Priorities

5) Different beliefs
· If you are the wife and you are a Christian, first of all, you are marrying someone that doesn’t believe in Christ.
· During relationship, your boyfriend would sya, why do you go church, and never spend time with him.
· The first day of your marriage, you need to pray and the joss stick, which you don’t like it, but you still need to follow, as your husband and his parents believes in that. The first day, you are already you are unhappy.
· Then when you child grows big, you also wants them to go to church, however your husband wants them to out amulet and pray to their God.
· It’s so horrible, I can’t imagine my life, if’s like this.

6) Same beliefs but have different spiritual value and convictions.

(MY VIEW ON IT NOW)

(even though I now don't want to go into a relationship yet,
which many people think it's the best thing they ever wanted now, but for me I felt, after going to all the house visitations of the kids, having my vision set in front.
I live for a greater purpose then having a boy friend now.
My purpose to build a home which I have felt in church (when I first come in) A home for the lost, that feel hurt, that feel trapped in the black dark box, which i have before, I want to free them! by showing love and care which they don't have to take it form anyone Else, because when they take it from someone that is bad, they would think to get love, they need to smoke etc.

Which will hurt me the most!

Every time whenever someone talked about how they cut themselves, how they smoke at young age, why they want to drink beer etc. i felt really sad, i want to show them a home where they will find homely love.
Even though I dont want to start now, I still read it for fun)

HAHAHA OKOK!!! I BETTER SLEEP!!! I STILL SOOOOO MANY THINGSSS TOOO SAY!!!! thank God for blogs, for me to say whatever I felt non stop! AHHAHAHA!
I LOVE YOU JESUS DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART!
:D!
I SIMPLY LOVE WHATEVER I AM DOING NOW!

Child of God;
1:00 AM

After reading Ying xuan's blog, I realise it's just 6 more weeks and we are all changing class!!!
OH MAN! TIME PASSES VERY FASTTTTT!!!
AHAHA

Anyway this are the photos that happened recently!:D

HUH~!!! I WILL MISS SARAH,YING XUAN,KELLY,NICOLE,JOELLE AND EVERYONE LEI!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah!

Child of God;
12:46 AM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Ezekiel 36:26

26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

a new heart
a new spirit...

Child of God;
2:50 AM

From The Inside Out

A thousand times I've fail
Still Your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace

Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise

Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

Child of God;
2:30 AM

hey candy,

I was looking through these photos

and I wanted to say this:

There was always that special bond between us.

We are like a real sisters.

I enjoy being with you,

I enjoy being able to hang out with you,

I enjoy being just there for listen out to you.

Is just that special connection.

something would just warmth up my heart whenever I saw you worshipping God.

you're just like my sister:)

I love you:)

Child of God;
2:05 AM

Sunday, November 9, 2008

I love whatever that I am doing now!


Let me introduce! this is metys!
I fetch her today to the leader's meeting:D!
We chat and chat along the way! She kept saying all the funny jokes! haha



The next few photos are Angel, July and Franco!
I simply love hanging out with them!
All of them are so hungry to know more about God!
And they are all so sweet! They bought sushi for me, every single thing they do, they always think for other people! They always very thankful for little things that I have done, like fetching them, praying for them, smsing them! I love them to the MAXico!!!!
Look at Jannah at the back! She had secretly put twist at the back of my head! She is so cute!!!This photo consist of Franco, justin,july and angel! after the movie screening!
I really love them to the max!:D!


Today cch was great!
We had camp rock event! we screen the movie camp rock, this movie is great! i love it alot! all of us gotten free popcron to eat while watching!


Children church started with games!
haha I acted like Michi(which is the one on camp rock siging "is this real is this me"
haha! everyone had a super great time playing!
Then we had praise and worship!
Wow, I felt the atmosphere of our cch is great, every single one is jumping, everyone is raising hand to worship, even the new friends too!
Then Mae ann preached!

Mae ann spoke about the distill water which I have in my previous post

God spoke to me through her sermon.

Jeremiah 29:11

11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

As the previous post would tell you that even the thoughts can affect your life(as we are filled with 70% of water)

and for me,

God spoke to me this verse,

and showed me how He viewed me;

a lovely child of God, whom he is well pleased.

He doesn't think about negative thoughts about me.

I was so ministered by it.

As through the way I think towards myself is all the bad thoughts.

God showed me that next time my thought pattern must be like this.

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthen us."

No more, Jolie, you are not the people person(pastoral person)

No more, Jolie, you are not the admin kind of person

No more boundaries like I couldn't do it

No more thoughts of how I couldn't get back people, or can't commuicate with such people

No more thoughts of I couldn't be a good testimony in shcool

No more thoughts of that I am stupid

No more thoughts of ai ya! or past mistakes!

I can do all things!

haha i simply just love the way how God minister to me, how God can relate to me

how God loves me.

During worship, all I felt was rivers of His presence through my heart loving me.

That feeling It's great!:D

I love whatever I am doing now:D!

I love the way i am living and to come to church everyday!

To see lives change and be loved by God.

Found love, found hope, found home.

Thank you Jesus!

I love You Daddy!

Thank you God!

Child of God;
12:24 AM

Saturday, November 8, 2008

HAHA! I couldn't sleep today! So i have decided to blog about yesterday pastor kong service!!
Wow! All of us were so bless by his message!

DID YOU KNOW??
we often say Whatever he thinks in his heart, he is.
And it is so true!

Here's an experiment from a non Christian (Dr Masaru Emoto)
They used distilled water which doesn’t created crystals when frozen, however when being expose to such things they form into these!

1)"Beethoven's Pastorale"

2)"Japaneses folk dance"

3)"heavy rock metal music"

This is the first experiments, by using music:
When the water listens to these songs, the water will form crystals like, like for

Beethoven-it's a beautiful hexagon crystal

Folk dance- got a folk dance feeling crystal being form

heavy rock metal music-no crystals was form, it just looks very ugly.

1)"thank you"

2)"You Make Me Sick, I Will Kill You"

3)"love and Appreciation"


The 2nd experiment: using of words
Realise that the words you say is important?

When you say something negative, the crystals would form ugly pattern.
But when you say things like thank you and love, the crystals are being form very beautifully?

This picture of Crystal is being expose to the word soul, which if you see
clearly there's a heart in the centre.

is it cool! there's many more experiments,

they tried with pictures, and it worked the same things, with a beautiful sun rise the crystal formed are beautiful.
and so on they tried using just thoughts as well, the results are the same!

Got one of the river, the picture of it

1)"before prayer"

2)"after prayer"

This man, is non Christian, yet he tried using this and found out that

previously there's a person committed suicide in the lake, thus it become like this

But after prayer it becomes like this!

COOL! I AM IN AWE!

STILL! IMAGINE HOW THESE CAN DO TO WATER,

WHAT'S MORE ABOUT US?

we are 70% filled with water!!!!

They did Lot's of experiments, you may wanna look at the video:)

This was what pastor kong shared with us!

The way we think and way we say is very important!

If you think your family will be save, you need to keep thinking like one!

We need to live in a world of 4 dimension, whereby we don't just live by our strength, our might, but God's unlimitations!

that day, God really put in me lot's of dreams.

"home" is the word for me.

Creating a home for the lost to feel love, just like how I found a home where love is being poured into my life.

home

Child of God;
5:46 AM